I thought I am the only one being weird, but recently when I
was talking about this to my close friends, I came to know that they feel the
same way. So now I know, I am not alone and also I understood why we have been
best friends for 8+ years :P
So coming to the being weird part, what is it that I do?
I stay away from people who are very expressive and show lot
of emotions. I have no idea why I do that. But I can never bring myself to talk
to those expressive kinds.
When I see something beautiful, say a peacock, the max I can
say is, ‘see, the peacock is beautiful’. No more no less. But the kind I
mentioned above, when they see a peacock, they go, ‘see, oh my god, the peacock
is sooooo beautiful’ with some bizarre facial expressions.
Like this
The moment I see someone like that, my brain tells me to stay
away from them. Like I said before, I never know why. My brain doesn’t give me
a valid reason. Just an order that I obey without questioning.
It’s not that I don’t like them. May be my brain has a simple
wiring and it’s finding it difficult to process such complex expressions.
Some friends even tease me for being so expressionless. To
them, this is my branded emoticon.
K
Restating myself again… I don’t have anything against individuals
who are very expressive. Just as I find the expressiveness repelling, some may
find my expressionless-ness repelling.
It’s a weird world with lot of weird folks in it and I am
just one of them.
